I voted pragmatically and cynically. I did not vote informally, but I was tempted. I perceived no clear vision for the nation, nor a set of coherent principles underlying the policy base. The personalities tired me. Only one issue had distinction in my field of view – would I prefer no NBN, or no Internet Filter?

When I received the ballot paper my reaction was “is that it?” My choice (which I shall not reveal to you) was not an affirmation but simply the result of a random vibration in my indecisiveness balancing on the knife edge between two pits of mediocrity. If my numbering had truly reflected my affinity it would have been 1.4999995, 1.5000005, 3 (we had 3 candidates on our form).

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/1001407581

Ouch. Yes. I think this is the disparity that often exists between emotion and reality.

In fact, it is here that faith kicks in.

In the words of a song I greatly appreciate at the moment ( http://www.metrolyrics.com/faithful-lyrics-steven-curtis-chapman.html )

I am broken, I am bleeding,
I’m scared and I’m confused,
but You are faithful.
Yes You are faithful.
I am weary, unbelieving.
God please help my unbelief!
Cuz You are faithful.
Yes You are faithful.

I will proclaim it to the world.
I will declare it to my heart
And sing it when the sun is shining.
I will scream it in the dark.

You are faithful!
You are faithful!
When you give and when You take away,
even then still Your name
is faithful!
You are faithful!
And with everything inside of me,
I am choosing to believe
You are faithful.

I’ll leave it at that – if you want to interact more, ask a further question.

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/967661972

I’m one of those that don’t see social media as a “thing” that it’s made out to be in the popular media. It is just another form of communication, albeit with some interesting characteristics.

You might as well ask “Should children and parents be getting involved in phone conversations, pen-pals, letters to the editor, radio talk-back through schools?” And the answer would be – why not? I know I had pen-pals organised through schools, and we were encouraged to put our opinions in writing letter-to-the-editor style.

It is a “new” medium, but it’s an old form of engagement. And yes, parents and schools should be involved in helping children be good socially. Issues such as etiquette, watching what you say (lest your words come back to haunt you), how to have meaningful and genuine conversation, interact with the real issues, discern fakery from the serious etc. etc. – all are good skills and learning about them in social media would be a good thing.

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/925564093

It took me a while to read Atonement for a Sinless Society by Alan Mann.  It’s style is full of ultramergent pomo-babble which normally turns me away and made it tough going for this particular storied-self.  But the title intrigued me and piqued my curiosity.  Finding effective ways of communicating the gospel of atonement in away that is faithful to Scripture, inherently Christ-centred, and readily grasped by those who are hearing it is something I have grappled with (as all church leaders and teachers do I guess).  For this reason I persisted.

Mann’s main premise is that the word “sin” has become meaningless, semantically diluted, in our Western culture.  Consequently a gospel that speaks of atonement in terms of the alleviation of guilt, or the forgiveness of sin, fails to impact those who nevertheless are in need of atonement.  Mann’s suggestion is to consider the human predicament in terms of “shame” and the “incoherence” in their “story”, a difference between the story they tell of themselves to others, and their real self:

“The chronically shamed fear exposing the reality that the way they narrate themselves to others is not their real self.  They are insecure in their relating, constantly aware of the need to cover the self from the ‘Other’ for fear of being found socially unacceptable.  The shamed person lives lives in permanent state of hiding, even when interacting with others.  Only ever seeking to story their ideal-self, he or she never wants their real-self to be found.” (Page 41)

There are some strengths to looking at things this way.  For instance, shame is certainly part of the fallen human predicament (e.g. Adam & Eve hiding from God and each other).  So is relational dishonesty and that sense of incoherence between the who we aspire to be and who we actually are (e.g. Peter’s denial of Christ).

It also provides some useful handles on how we might consider the redeemed person.  Such a person has allowed themselves to be exposed before the ‘Other’ (expressing faith, contrition, perhaps repentance?) and has found themselves caught up in the story of One who has never been ontologically incoherent, namely Jesus.  Lives are “re-narrated” and therefore made coherent in Christ.

Analysis like this is not necessarily antagonistic to the truth of the gospel.  Mann explores this sense of shame, self-narration and coherence in great detail – including an explanation of narrative therapy.  Much of this is useful.

My difficulty with this book, therefore, is not so much the “What?” question but the “So what?” question.  Setting up a semantical framework which is broad enough to express the gospel is one thing, actually bringing it to bear in a useful way for the Kingdom is another.

One of Mann’s problem is that he ends up preaching his framework rather than simply doing what he suggests.  For instance, in proclaiming “We come to reflect on his story.  But we also come to reflect on our own story.” (From a proposed Communion liturgy on page 169) he misses his own point.  Just tell the story of Jesus so it impacts our own!

He does do this somewhat in an intriguing comparison of the deaths of Judas and Jesus – both hanging on a tree, both under a curse.  Judas’ is the result of his incoherence – a shame-filled suicide.  Jesus’ is the result of his coherence – the being true to himself as obedient Son to the point of death.  The juxtaposition of how one is redemptive and the other is not is a useful exercise.  And the application whereby we all see ourselves in Judas is also helpful.

But even in this he never quites get there.  He may get us to look to Jesus’ coherence on the cross… but then what?  Are we simply to be inspired?  Follow his example?  If we are made coherent because of Jesus – what actually causes that coherence, upon what does it rest?  Mann talks about the “restory-ing of the self” (Page 151) through ritual (particularly Communion) but in this Jesus is simply an inspiring character, not a sovereign Saviour.

I think it’s indicative of a nervousness about being objective in any way, or to talk about sin-in-terms-of-guilt in any form.  For instance, Mann wants absolution in liturgy to be deliberately ambiguous so that all people can bring their own story to it and notes that “this is perhaps a story that only those who already dwell in the fuller picture of the story of salvation can understand.” (Page 157)  For me this speaks of telling one story to the uninitiated and another to the more fully initiated – isn’t this the same incoherence we are trying to find an answer for?  No, narrative needs to meet truth at the beginning, and delve deeper as the spirit leads – but that will never be askance to what is first heard.

I think this book is well motivated and it is one of the better engagements of the gospel with postmodernity that I have read.  His framework is not inherently flawed and would be contextually appropriate in many places (including Mann’s own circle I suspect).  But it needs some theological precision so as to make Christ, not story, central – and an actual telling of the story, more than telling the story of the story.

The book concludes with a conversation between Mann and fellow author Robin Parry who interacts with Mann at his weakest points.  It’s by far the most productive part of the book to read and makes the task of reading the book somewhat satisfying rather than annoyingly circuitous.

Nice. I had to look up “Bucket list” ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bucket_List ). It’s the list of things to do before you “kick the bucket.”

It’s an interesting question that speaks to my passions, my drive and passions, my priorities and call, and how I see accomplishment. I am in a season where I need to dwell on these things and so thankyou for the question.

Here is a quick initial response. It will not be my final thoughts. You might want to ask me again in six months or so. 🙂

I have categorised the list somewhat:

1) FORMATION
* Spend a season (three months minimum) of on-the-ground travel, in two continents, with my wife.
* Do more study (of a deeply applied theological sort.)
* Spend a season of apprenticeship to a good and godly Christian leader (not necessarily of a church) of significant calibre (happy to receive suggestions as to who.)

2) ACHIEVEMENT
* Witness and be present at significant moment’s of my children’s life (I’m not going to specify what – for that’s their story, not mine).
* Teach something significant to teachable people.
* See at least one leader, whose formation I have participated in, impact a nation/society in a significant way.

3) NOSTALGIA
* Return to England with my own family, while the children are still young, and meet family members I have not seen in a long time.
* Shake Bob Hartman’s hand ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Hartman ) – his work was incredibly formative to me as a person.

4) FUN
* Learn to ski
* Cook a meal with Jamie Oliver
* Experience a hot lap of Mt. Panorama
* Discover, in real life, the following places:
– the most awesome natural vista on earth
– the most awesome architecture on earth
– the most peaceful place on earth
– the wildest place on earth

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/846278649

This seems to be a good answer: http://www.gotquestions.org/God-change-mind.html

If you could point me to the exact texts you are talking about when you I could interact in more detail.

Sometimes there is difficulty in language. For God to regret something, for instance, does not conceptually preclude the immutability of God.

In other instances, for God to “repent” of his anger (e.g. Nineveh in Jonah) what looks like change is actually an expression of his _unchanging_ mercy etc.

I think in the end the point of contact between the theological concept of the immutability of God and everyday life is the question: Can God be trusted? Does he have integrity?

This puts the issue in relational terms – where overly-rationalistic and overly-narrow semantics actually miss the point.

Think of a person who you would consider trustworthy and stable, a person of integrity. One thing you trust about them is that their response to other people will be consistent and not contradictory with their previous behaviour.

Place that person in a situation where they are interacting with people (particularly imperfect people) then we would expect the exercise of relationship – including initiation and RESPONSE from that person. We might say that the person has been MOVED by those around them. We may even describe that movement as “repentance” (simply meaning to change direction) or “change” – even change from voiced intention. But really that person probably has remained consistent with their character – they, themselves, as a person, is unchanged.

That’s the heart of immutability I think.

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/720324852

Thanks for the question. It’s taken me a while to get to it partly because it is worth pondering and took some pondering.

What is a Christian? The quick answers is from Romans 10:9 – “…if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” I can infer from your question that you are still confessing with your mouth, and you have not, in a rational belief sense, denied him.

But I think the crux of your problem is that you “don’t feel” your faith or “experience” God. It would relate to Romans 10:9 at the phrase “believe in your heart.”

I think my push-back to you here would then be – “Well, what does being a Christian feel like?” Or, more specifically, “What does faith feel like?”

Sure, sometimes it feels like joy, gladness – even euphoria at times. I assume you are not feeling these things.

Sometimes faith feels likes determination, or pain, or burden (for me, personally, occasionally to the point of nausea). Faith is to trust in God which means trusting him as you face everything from temptation, sadness, hurt, betrayal, and guilt.

The path of faith is when God calls you, “come and die.” He will take you to the place where you are not yet Jesus-shaped, or to an area that is crucial to how he has called you – and to follow him will literally hurt. Many of us stall here, go into denial, go “around the mountain” until we have to face it again, for he won’t let us go.

It is often in these places that we don’t “feel” our faith – because our faith is being tested. And it is often in these places that we don’t respond in faith but try to cover up the hurt with the false comfort (that is no comfort at all) of sin.

So I guess my advice to you is a mixture of determination and abandonment. Be determined to be fully reliant on God. No matter the cost, no matter the pain, no matter how much it _feels_ like a path or difficulty – determinedly choose to abandon yourself to his purposes.

Put that into action. Put aside any idols you have. Be honest about what he is calling you to face, and face it.

God bless you.

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/741629010

I’m an online pastor?

Depends what you mean about “online” – their are plenty who are socially networked (and plenty who were before my time).

If you mean Tasmanian pastors that blog: I was probably pretty early in the piece but I’m sure not the first. And there’s quite a few now. Just some that I know of (sorry if I’ve got things wrong or missing).

Bp. John Harrower: http://imaginarydiocese.org/bishopjohn/
Luke Isham: http://post-apocalyptictheology.blogspot.com/
Joshua Skeat: http://skeatnet.net/
Mikey Lynch: http://www.thegenevapush.com/christian-reflections/
Chris Bowditch (formerly Tasmanian): http://www.youthministryandme.com/
Staff at Wellspring Church (hardly used though): http://wellspring.org.au/blog/
Alan Reader: http://www.readeral.com/blog/
Alistair Bain: http://paradoxspeak.blogspot.com/

Online/offline is getting to be a false dichotomy. I am a pastor. I bring that to my interactions with people – and that happens online, IRL and in a fuzzy overlap between the two.

Originally: http://www.formspring.me/briggswill/q/853282008

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